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confused
2008-05-26 05:14:54 UTC
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going to bed but
tonight we think it's time *now*

best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch while down below on
the ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice little boy visitor at work who
got to pick stuff from the store and talked and talked to me about animals,
the place and his aunt that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in the
pond for the puppy. no work tomorrow

thank you all for being here
astri
2008-05-26 05:28:05 UTC
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going to bed
but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch while down
below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice little boy
visitor at work who got to pick stuff from the store and talked and
talked to me about animals, the place and his aunt that works at a
nature center. throwing sticks in the pond for the puppy. no work
tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.

g'ni.

hope you sleep ok

-- astri

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confused
2008-05-27 02:50:41 UTC
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Post by confused
we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going to bed
but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch while down
below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice little boy
visitor at work who got to pick stuff from the store and talked and
talked to me about animals, the place and his aunt that works at a
nature center. throwing sticks in the pond for the puppy. no work
tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok

///

crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy rain fall that makes me
think of tropics not here... except it's colder. some thunder too. means I
get to sit here instead of unload wood.
astri
2008-05-27 03:08:49 UTC
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going to
bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch while down
below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice little boy
visitor at work who got to pick stuff from the store and talked and
talked to me about animals, the place and his aunt that works at a
nature center. throwing sticks in the pond for the puppy. no work
tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(

:/
Post by confused
///
crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy rain fall that
makes me think of tropics not here... except it's colder. some
thunder too. means I get to sit here instead of unload wood.
is that good or bad?

-- astri

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confused
2008-05-27 03:12:52 UTC
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going to
bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch while down
below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice little boy
visitor at work who got to pick stuff from the store and talked and
talked to me about animals, the place and his aunt that works at a
nature center. throwing sticks in the pond for the puppy. no work
tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
Post by confused
///
crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy rain fall that
makes me think of tropics not here... except it's colder. some
thunder too. means I get to sit here instead of unload wood.
is that good or bad?
I like storms. sat on porch and watched. mighty tired, the wood can probably
wait a day.

this is the closest and loudest thunder has ever been for pup. he's upset...
gets much closer and I'll shut off computer. think it might be done though.
astri
2008-05-27 03:22:49 UTC
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going to
bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch while
down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice
little boy visitor at work who got to pick stuff from the store
and talked and talked to me about animals, the place and his aunt
that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in the pond for
the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
Post by confused
///
crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy rain fall that
makes me think of tropics not here... except it's colder. some
thunder too. means I get to sit here instead of unload wood.
is that good or bad?
I like storms. sat on porch and watched. mighty tired, the wood can
probably wait a day.
this is the closest and loudest thunder has ever been for pup. he's
upset... gets much closer and I'll shut off computer. think it might
be done though.
ok

you certainly don't want to fry your computer.

-- astri

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confused
2008-05-27 04:07:37 UTC
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going to
bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch while
down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice
little boy visitor at work who got to pick stuff from the store
and talked and talked to me about animals, the place and his aunt
that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in the pond for
the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed that. they made the
dream change when we woke up scared and made it a better story but it scared
us. we wouldn't hurt pup. i don't think even oscar would be that mean. it
wasn't real right?
--
Little Girl of confused
astri
2008-05-27 04:35:20 UTC
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going
to bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch while
down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice
little boy visitor at work who got to pick stuff from the store
and talked and talked to me about animals, the place and his
aunt that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in the pond
for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed that. they made
the dream change when we woke up scared and made it a better story
but it scared us. we wouldn't hurt pup. i don't think even oscar
would be that mean. it wasn't real right?
--
Little Girl of confused
we think bad dreams are about things we're afraid of, not about things
we want or would do. it wasn't real.

-- astri

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confused
2008-05-28 03:26:13 UTC
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Post by confused
we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going
to bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch while
down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice
little boy visitor at work who got to pick stuff from the store
and talked and talked to me about animals, the place and his
aunt that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in the pond
for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed that. they made
the dream change when we woke up scared and made it a better story
but it scared us. we wouldn't hurt pup. i don't think even oscar
would be that mean. it wasn't real right?
--
Little Girl of confused
we think bad dreams are about things we're afraid of, not about things
we want or would do. it wasn't real.
ok
--
Little Girl of confused
gathring
2008-05-28 01:14:59 UTC
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going to
bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch while
down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice
little boy visitor at work who got to pick stuff from the store
and talked and talked to me about animals, the place and his aunt
that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in the pond for
the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed that. they made the
dream change when we woke up scared and made it a better story but it scared
us. we wouldn't hurt pup. i don't think even oscar would be that mean. it
wasn't real right?
--
Little Girl of confused
definitely not real, and i'm absolutely certain oscar wouldn't be
that mean either.
confused
2008-05-28 03:28:11 UTC
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going
to bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch while
down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice
little boy visitor at work who got to pick stuff from the store
and talked and talked to me about animals, the place and his
aunt that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in the
pond for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed that. they made
the dream change when we woke up scared and made it a better story
but it scared us. we wouldn't hurt pup. i don't think even oscar
would be that mean. it wasn't real right?
--
Little Girl of confused
definitely not real, and i'm absolutely certain oscar wouldn't be
that mean either.
ok. but oscar gets mad. really really mad sometimes. we've seen things do
really bad stuff when they are mad

we saw a guy run over a dog on purpose one time.
--
Little Girl of confused
gathring
2008-05-28 03:30:15 UTC
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going
to bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch while
down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice
little boy visitor at work who got to pick stuff from the store
and talked and talked to me about animals, the place and his
aunt that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in the
pond for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed that. they made
the dream change when we woke up scared and made it a better story
but it scared us. we wouldn't hurt pup. i don't think even oscar
would be that mean. it wasn't real right?
--
Little Girl of confused
definitely not real, and i'm absolutely certain oscar wouldn't be
that mean either.
ok. but oscar gets mad. really really mad sometimes. we've seen things do
really bad stuff when they are mad
we saw a guy run over a dog on purpose one time.
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, but oscar isn't that kinda guy from what i've seen.
confused
2008-05-28 03:46:30 UTC
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going
to bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch
while down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby.
nice little boy visitor at work who got to pick stuff from
the store and talked and talked to me about animals, the
place and his aunt that works at a nature center. throwing
sticks in the pond for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed that. they made
the dream change when we woke up scared and made it a better story
but it scared us. we wouldn't hurt pup. i don't think even oscar
would be that mean. it wasn't real right?
--
Little Girl of confused
definitely not real, and i'm absolutely certain oscar wouldn't be
that mean either.
ok. but oscar gets mad. really really mad sometimes. we've seen
things do really bad stuff when they are mad
we saw a guy run over a dog on purpose one time.
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, but oscar isn't that kinda guy from what i've seen.
I hope so

he breaks things. he used to hurt us.

--
Little Girl of confused
gathring
2008-05-28 03:51:32 UTC
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going
to bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch
while down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby.
nice little boy visitor at work who got to pick stuff from
the store and talked and talked to me about animals, the
place and his aunt that works at a nature center. throwing
sticks in the pond for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed that. they made
the dream change when we woke up scared and made it a better story
but it scared us. we wouldn't hurt pup. i don't think even oscar
would be that mean. it wasn't real right?
--
Little Girl of confused
definitely not real, and i'm absolutely certain oscar wouldn't be
that mean either.
ok. but oscar gets mad. really really mad sometimes. we've seen
things do really bad stuff when they are mad
we saw a guy run over a dog on purpose one time.
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, but oscar isn't that kinda guy from what i've seen.
I hope so
he breaks things. he used to hurt us.
--
Little Girl of confused
well, he's been trying pretty hard to find different ways of
doing things. sometimes we break things too, sometimes on
purpose. we try to only break things that aren't important
anymore. we also used to punch walls and stuff when we were
angry, but now we do better stuff with our anger.
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2008-05-28 04:05:11 UTC
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy
busy. dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of
fighting going to bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch
while down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's
baby. nice little boy visitor at work who got to pick
stuff from the store and talked and talked to me about
animals, the place and his aunt that works at a nature
center. throwing sticks in the pond for the puppy. no work
tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed that. they
made the dream change when we woke up scared and made it a
better story but it scared us. we wouldn't hurt pup. i don't
think even oscar would be that mean. it wasn't real right?
--
Little Girl of confused
definitely not real, and i'm absolutely certain oscar wouldn't be
that mean either.
ok. but oscar gets mad. really really mad sometimes. we've seen
things do really bad stuff when they are mad
we saw a guy run over a dog on purpose one time.
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, but oscar isn't that kinda guy from what i've seen.
I hope so
he breaks things. he used to hurt us.
--
Little Girl of confused
well, he's been trying pretty hard to find different ways of
doing things. sometimes we break things too, sometimes on
purpose. we try to only break things that aren't important
anymore. we also used to punch walls and stuff when we were
angry, but now we do better stuff with our anger.
you used to punch walls? oscar does that. hardly ever now but still.

we think you're nice. so you can be mad and nice?
--
Little Girl of confused
gathring
2008-05-28 04:11:11 UTC
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy
busy. dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of
fighting going to bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch
while down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's
baby. nice little boy visitor at work who got to pick
stuff from the store and talked and talked to me about
animals, the place and his aunt that works at a nature
center. throwing sticks in the pond for the puppy. no work
tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed that. they
made the dream change when we woke up scared and made it a
better story but it scared us. we wouldn't hurt pup. i don't
think even oscar would be that mean. it wasn't real right?
--
Little Girl of confused
definitely not real, and i'm absolutely certain oscar wouldn't be
that mean either.
ok. but oscar gets mad. really really mad sometimes. we've seen
things do really bad stuff when they are mad
we saw a guy run over a dog on purpose one time.
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, but oscar isn't that kinda guy from what i've seen.
I hope so
he breaks things. he used to hurt us.
--
Little Girl of confused
well, he's been trying pretty hard to find different ways of
doing things. sometimes we break things too, sometimes on
purpose. we try to only break things that aren't important
anymore. we also used to punch walls and stuff when we were
angry, but now we do better stuff with our anger.
you used to punch walls? oscar does that. hardly ever now but still.
we think you're nice. so you can be mad and nice?
--
Little Girl of confused
well, i'm not mad all the time anymore, but i used to be mad all
the time. now that i got some of the mads out, and know what to
do with the mads i get now, i'm mostly not mad. sometimes i
forget to get the mads out, and then i am not very nice to be
around. then i have to ride my bike 10 miles as fast as i can or
something like that that uses a lot of energy and burns up the mad.
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2008-05-28 04:18:21 UTC
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy
busy. dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of
fighting going to bed but tonight we think it's time
*now* ok
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch
while down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's
baby. nice little boy visitor at work who got to pick
stuff from the store and talked and talked to me about
animals, the place and his aunt that works at a nature
center. throwing sticks in the pond for the puppy. no
work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed that. they
made the dream change when we woke up scared and made it a
better story but it scared us. we wouldn't hurt pup. i don't
think even oscar would be that mean. it wasn't real right?
--
Little Girl of confused
definitely not real, and i'm absolutely certain oscar wouldn't
be that mean either.
ok. but oscar gets mad. really really mad sometimes. we've seen
things do really bad stuff when they are mad
we saw a guy run over a dog on purpose one time.
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, but oscar isn't that kinda guy from what i've seen.
I hope so
he breaks things. he used to hurt us.
--
Little Girl of confused
well, he's been trying pretty hard to find different ways of
doing things. sometimes we break things too, sometimes on
purpose. we try to only break things that aren't important
anymore. we also used to punch walls and stuff when we were
angry, but now we do better stuff with our anger.
you used to punch walls? oscar does that. hardly ever now but still.
we think you're nice. so you can be mad and nice?
--
Little Girl of confused
well, i'm not mad all the time anymore, but i used to be mad all
the time. now that i got some of the mads out, and know what to
do with the mads i get now, i'm mostly not mad. sometimes i
forget to get the mads out, and then i am not very nice to be
around. then i have to ride my bike 10 miles as fast as i can or
something like that that uses a lot of energy and burns up the mad.
ok

does it work that way with scared?
--
Little Girl of confused
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2008-05-28 04:33:16 UTC
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy
busy. dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of
fighting going to bed but tonight we think it's time
*now* ok
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch
while down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's
baby. nice little boy visitor at work who got to pick
stuff from the store and talked and talked to me about
animals, the place and his aunt that works at a nature
center. throwing sticks in the pond for the puppy. no
work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed that. they
made the dream change when we woke up scared and made it a
better story but it scared us. we wouldn't hurt pup. i don't
think even oscar would be that mean. it wasn't real right?
--
Little Girl of confused
definitely not real, and i'm absolutely certain oscar wouldn't
be that mean either.
ok. but oscar gets mad. really really mad sometimes. we've seen
things do really bad stuff when they are mad
we saw a guy run over a dog on purpose one time.
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, but oscar isn't that kinda guy from what i've seen.
I hope so
he breaks things. he used to hurt us.
--
Little Girl of confused
well, he's been trying pretty hard to find different ways of
doing things. sometimes we break things too, sometimes on
purpose. we try to only break things that aren't important
anymore. we also used to punch walls and stuff when we were
angry, but now we do better stuff with our anger.
you used to punch walls? oscar does that. hardly ever now but still.
we think you're nice. so you can be mad and nice?
--
Little Girl of confused
well, i'm not mad all the time anymore, but i used to be mad all
the time. now that i got some of the mads out, and know what to
do with the mads i get now, i'm mostly not mad. sometimes i
forget to get the mads out, and then i am not very nice to be
around. then i have to ride my bike 10 miles as fast as i can or
something like that that uses a lot of energy and burns up the mad.
ok
does it work that way with scared?
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, at least in my experience. used to have lots of nightmares,
now just don't, and don't feel scared much either.
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2008-05-28 04:44:24 UTC
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy
busy. dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of
fighting going to bed but tonight we think it's time
*now* ok
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on
porch while down below on the ground an adult robin
fed it's baby. nice little boy visitor at work who got
to pick stuff from the store and talked and talked to
me about animals, the place and his aunt that works at
a nature center. throwing sticks in the pond for the
puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
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thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
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g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed that.
they made the dream change when we woke up scared and made
it a better story but it scared us. we wouldn't hurt pup. i
don't think even oscar would be that mean. it wasn't real
right? --
Little Girl of confused
definitely not real, and i'm absolutely certain oscar wouldn't
be that mean either.
ok. but oscar gets mad. really really mad sometimes. we've seen
things do really bad stuff when they are mad
we saw a guy run over a dog on purpose one time.
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, but oscar isn't that kinda guy from what i've seen.
I hope so
he breaks things. he used to hurt us.
--
Little Girl of confused
well, he's been trying pretty hard to find different ways of
doing things. sometimes we break things too, sometimes on
purpose. we try to only break things that aren't important
anymore. we also used to punch walls and stuff when we were
angry, but now we do better stuff with our anger.
you used to punch walls? oscar does that. hardly ever now but still.
we think you're nice. so you can be mad and nice?
--
Little Girl of confused
well, i'm not mad all the time anymore, but i used to be mad all
the time. now that i got some of the mads out, and know what to
do with the mads i get now, i'm mostly not mad. sometimes i
forget to get the mads out, and then i am not very nice to be
around. then i have to ride my bike 10 miles as fast as i can or
something like that that uses a lot of energy and burns up the mad.
ok
does it work that way with scared?
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, at least in my experience. used to have lots of nightmares,
now just don't, and don't feel scared much either.
that would be nice. we've had nightmares a long time

I'm gonna have to go bed really soon. I'm glad you're talking to me. I like
you.
--
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy
busy. dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of
fighting going to bed but tonight we think it's time
*now* ok
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on
porch while down below on the ground an adult robin
fed it's baby. nice little boy visitor at work who got
to pick stuff from the store and talked and talked to
me about animals, the place and his aunt that works at
a nature center. throwing sticks in the pond for the
puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed that.
they made the dream change when we woke up scared and made
it a better story but it scared us. we wouldn't hurt pup. i
don't think even oscar would be that mean. it wasn't real
right? --
Little Girl of confused
definitely not real, and i'm absolutely certain oscar wouldn't
be that mean either.
ok. but oscar gets mad. really really mad sometimes. we've seen
things do really bad stuff when they are mad
we saw a guy run over a dog on purpose one time.
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, but oscar isn't that kinda guy from what i've seen.
I hope so
he breaks things. he used to hurt us.
--
Little Girl of confused
well, he's been trying pretty hard to find different ways of
doing things. sometimes we break things too, sometimes on
purpose. we try to only break things that aren't important
anymore. we also used to punch walls and stuff when we were
angry, but now we do better stuff with our anger.
you used to punch walls? oscar does that. hardly ever now but still.
we think you're nice. so you can be mad and nice?
--
Little Girl of confused
well, i'm not mad all the time anymore, but i used to be mad all
the time. now that i got some of the mads out, and know what to
do with the mads i get now, i'm mostly not mad. sometimes i
forget to get the mads out, and then i am not very nice to be
around. then i have to ride my bike 10 miles as fast as i can or
something like that that uses a lot of energy and burns up the mad.
ok
does it work that way with scared?
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, at least in my experience. used to have lots of nightmares,
now just don't, and don't feel scared much either.
that would be nice. we've had nightmares a long time
I'm gonna have to go bed really soon. I'm glad you're talking to me. I like
you.
--
Little Girl of confused
it socks that you have nightmares.

i'm going to bed soon too, i wore out the body today; and, i'm
glad you like me, i like you too.
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was
crazy busy. dissing/shutdown/tired... something.
nights of fighting going to bed but tonight we think
it's time *now* ok
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on
porch while down below on the ground an adult robin
fed it's baby. nice little boy visitor at work who
got to pick stuff from the store and talked and
talked to me about animals, the place and his aunt
that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in
the pond for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed that.
they made the dream change when we woke up scared and made
it a better story but it scared us. we wouldn't hurt pup. i
don't think even oscar would be that mean. it wasn't real
right? --
Little Girl of confused
definitely not real, and i'm absolutely certain oscar
wouldn't be that mean either.
ok. but oscar gets mad. really really mad sometimes. we've
seen things do really bad stuff when they are mad
we saw a guy run over a dog on purpose one time.
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, but oscar isn't that kinda guy from what i've seen.
I hope so
he breaks things. he used to hurt us.
--
Little Girl of confused
well, he's been trying pretty hard to find different ways of
doing things. sometimes we break things too, sometimes on
purpose. we try to only break things that aren't important
anymore. we also used to punch walls and stuff when we were
angry, but now we do better stuff with our anger.
you used to punch walls? oscar does that. hardly ever now but still.
we think you're nice. so you can be mad and nice?
--
Little Girl of confused
well, i'm not mad all the time anymore, but i used to be mad all
the time. now that i got some of the mads out, and know what to
do with the mads i get now, i'm mostly not mad. sometimes i
forget to get the mads out, and then i am not very nice to be
around. then i have to ride my bike 10 miles as fast as i can or
something like that that uses a lot of energy and burns up the mad.
ok
does it work that way with scared?
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, at least in my experience. used to have lots of nightmares,
now just don't, and don't feel scared much either.
that would be nice. we've had nightmares a long time
I'm gonna have to go bed really soon. I'm glad you're talking to me.
I like you.
--
Little Girl of confused
it socks that you have nightmares.
yeah. but wolfie says she's learning how to make them better.
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i'm going to bed soon too, i wore out the body today; and, i'm
glad you like me, i like you too.
:) :) :)

sleep well. don't let them alliagators bite.
--
Little Girl of confused
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was
crazy busy. dissing/shutdown/tired... something.
nights of fighting going to bed but tonight we think
it's time *now* ok
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on
porch while down below on the ground an adult robin
fed it's baby. nice little boy visitor at work who
got to pick stuff from the store and talked and
talked to me about animals, the place and his aunt
that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in
the pond for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed that.
they made the dream change when we woke up scared and made
it a better story but it scared us. we wouldn't hurt pup. i
don't think even oscar would be that mean. it wasn't real
right? --
Little Girl of confused
definitely not real, and i'm absolutely certain oscar
wouldn't be that mean either.
ok. but oscar gets mad. really really mad sometimes. we've
seen things do really bad stuff when they are mad
we saw a guy run over a dog on purpose one time.
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, but oscar isn't that kinda guy from what i've seen.
I hope so
he breaks things. he used to hurt us.
--
Little Girl of confused
well, he's been trying pretty hard to find different ways of
doing things. sometimes we break things too, sometimes on
purpose. we try to only break things that aren't important
anymore. we also used to punch walls and stuff when we were
angry, but now we do better stuff with our anger.
you used to punch walls? oscar does that. hardly ever now but still.
we think you're nice. so you can be mad and nice?
--
Little Girl of confused
well, i'm not mad all the time anymore, but i used to be mad all
the time. now that i got some of the mads out, and know what to
do with the mads i get now, i'm mostly not mad. sometimes i
forget to get the mads out, and then i am not very nice to be
around. then i have to ride my bike 10 miles as fast as i can or
something like that that uses a lot of energy and burns up the mad.
ok
does it work that way with scared?
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, at least in my experience. used to have lots of nightmares,
now just don't, and don't feel scared much either.
that would be nice. we've had nightmares a long time
I'm gonna have to go bed really soon. I'm glad you're talking to me.
I like you.
--
Little Girl of confused
it socks that you have nightmares.
yeah. but wolfie says she's learning how to make them better.
very cool.
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i'm going to bed soon too, i wore out the body today; and, i'm
glad you like me, i like you too.
:) :) :)
sleep well. don't let them alliagators bite.
--
Little Girl of confused
hrmph, i'll cook them alligators and have em for dinner.
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was
crazy busy. dissing/shutdown/tired... something.
nights of fighting going to bed but tonight we
think it's time *now* ok
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on
porch while down below on the ground an adult robin
fed it's baby. nice little boy visitor at work who
got to pick stuff from the store and talked and
talked to me about animals, the place and his aunt
that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in
the pond for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed that.
they made the dream change when we woke up scared and
made it a better story but it scared us. we wouldn't
hurt pup. i don't think even oscar would be that mean.
it wasn't real right? --
Little Girl of confused
definitely not real, and i'm absolutely certain oscar
wouldn't be that mean either.
ok. but oscar gets mad. really really mad sometimes. we've
seen things do really bad stuff when they are mad
we saw a guy run over a dog on purpose one time.
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, but oscar isn't that kinda guy from what i've seen.
I hope so
he breaks things. he used to hurt us.
--
Little Girl of confused
well, he's been trying pretty hard to find different ways of
doing things. sometimes we break things too, sometimes on
purpose. we try to only break things that aren't important
anymore. we also used to punch walls and stuff when we were
angry, but now we do better stuff with our anger.
you used to punch walls? oscar does that. hardly ever now but still.
we think you're nice. so you can be mad and nice?
--
Little Girl of confused
well, i'm not mad all the time anymore, but i used to be mad all
the time. now that i got some of the mads out, and know what to
do with the mads i get now, i'm mostly not mad. sometimes i
forget to get the mads out, and then i am not very nice to be
around. then i have to ride my bike 10 miles as fast as i can or
something like that that uses a lot of energy and burns up the mad.
ok
does it work that way with scared?
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, at least in my experience. used to have lots of nightmares,
now just don't, and don't feel scared much either.
that would be nice. we've had nightmares a long time
I'm gonna have to go bed really soon. I'm glad you're talking to
me. I like you.
--
Little Girl of confused
it socks that you have nightmares.
yeah. but wolfie says she's learning how to make them better.
very cool.
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i'm going to bed soon too, i wore out the body today; and, i'm
glad you like me, i like you too.
:) :) :)
sleep well. don't let them alliagators bite.
--
Little Girl of confused
hrmph, i'll cook them alligators and have em for dinner.
lol

you're funny
--
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was
crazy busy. dissing/shutdown/tired... something.
nights of fighting going to bed but tonight we
think it's time *now* ok
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on
porch while down below on the ground an adult robin
fed it's baby. nice little boy visitor at work who
got to pick stuff from the store and talked and
talked to me about animals, the place and his aunt
that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in
the pond for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed that.
they made the dream change when we woke up scared and
made it a better story but it scared us. we wouldn't
hurt pup. i don't think even oscar would be that mean.
it wasn't real right? --
Little Girl of confused
definitely not real, and i'm absolutely certain oscar
wouldn't be that mean either.
ok. but oscar gets mad. really really mad sometimes. we've
seen things do really bad stuff when they are mad
we saw a guy run over a dog on purpose one time.
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, but oscar isn't that kinda guy from what i've seen.
I hope so
he breaks things. he used to hurt us.
--
Little Girl of confused
well, he's been trying pretty hard to find different ways of
doing things. sometimes we break things too, sometimes on
purpose. we try to only break things that aren't important
anymore. we also used to punch walls and stuff when we were
angry, but now we do better stuff with our anger.
you used to punch walls? oscar does that. hardly ever now but still.
we think you're nice. so you can be mad and nice?
--
Little Girl of confused
well, i'm not mad all the time anymore, but i used to be mad all
the time. now that i got some of the mads out, and know what to
do with the mads i get now, i'm mostly not mad. sometimes i
forget to get the mads out, and then i am not very nice to be
around. then i have to ride my bike 10 miles as fast as i can or
something like that that uses a lot of energy and burns up the mad.
ok
does it work that way with scared?
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, at least in my experience. used to have lots of nightmares,
now just don't, and don't feel scared much either.
that would be nice. we've had nightmares a long time
I'm gonna have to go bed really soon. I'm glad you're talking to
me. I like you.
--
Little Girl of confused
it socks that you have nightmares.
yeah. but wolfie says she's learning how to make them better.
very cool.
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i'm going to bed soon too, i wore out the body today; and, i'm
glad you like me, i like you too.
:) :) :)
sleep well. don't let them alliagators bite.
--
Little Girl of confused
hrmph, i'll cook them alligators and have em for dinner.
lol
you're funny
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, funny looking

:-)
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was
crazy busy. dissing/shutdown/tired... something.
nights of fighting going to bed but tonight we
think it's time *now* ok
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly
on porch while down below on the ground an adult
robin fed it's baby. nice little boy visitor at
work who got to pick stuff from the store and
talked and talked to me about animals, the place
and his aunt that works at a nature center.
throwing sticks in the pond for the puppy. no
work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed
that. they made the dream change when we woke up
scared and made it a better story but it scared us. we
wouldn't hurt pup. i don't think even oscar would be
that mean. it wasn't real right? --
Little Girl of confused
definitely not real, and i'm absolutely certain oscar
wouldn't be that mean either.
ok. but oscar gets mad. really really mad sometimes.
we've seen things do really bad stuff when they are mad
we saw a guy run over a dog on purpose one time.
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, but oscar isn't that kinda guy from what i've seen.
I hope so
he breaks things. he used to hurt us.
--
Little Girl of confused
well, he's been trying pretty hard to find different ways of
doing things. sometimes we break things too, sometimes on
purpose. we try to only break things that aren't important
anymore. we also used to punch walls and stuff when we were
angry, but now we do better stuff with our anger.
you used to punch walls? oscar does that. hardly ever now but still.
we think you're nice. so you can be mad and nice?
--
Little Girl of confused
well, i'm not mad all the time anymore, but i used to be mad
all the time. now that i got some of the mads out, and know
what to do with the mads i get now, i'm mostly not mad.
sometimes i forget to get the mads out, and then i am not
very nice to be around. then i have to ride my bike 10 miles
as fast as i can or something like that that uses a lot of
energy and burns up the mad.
ok
does it work that way with scared?
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, at least in my experience. used to have lots of
nightmares, now just don't, and don't feel scared much either.
that would be nice. we've had nightmares a long time
I'm gonna have to go bed really soon. I'm glad you're talking to
me. I like you.
--
Little Girl of confused
it socks that you have nightmares.
yeah. but wolfie says she's learning how to make them better.
very cool.
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i'm going to bed soon too, i wore out the body today; and, i'm
glad you like me, i like you too.
:) :) :)
sleep well. don't let them alliagators bite.
--
Little Girl of confused
hrmph, i'll cook them alligators and have em for dinner.
lol
you're funny
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, funny looking
:-)
that's cuz you've been eatling alligators!
--
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was
crazy busy. dissing/shutdown/tired... something.
nights of fighting going to bed but tonight we
think it's time *now* ok
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly
on porch while down below on the ground an adult
robin fed it's baby. nice little boy visitor at
work who got to pick stuff from the store and
talked and talked to me about animals, the place
and his aunt that works at a nature center.
throwing sticks in the pond for the puppy. no
work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed
that. they made the dream change when we woke up
scared and made it a better story but it scared us. we
wouldn't hurt pup. i don't think even oscar would be
that mean. it wasn't real right? --
Little Girl of confused
definitely not real, and i'm absolutely certain oscar
wouldn't be that mean either.
ok. but oscar gets mad. really really mad sometimes.
we've seen things do really bad stuff when they are mad
we saw a guy run over a dog on purpose one time.
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, but oscar isn't that kinda guy from what i've seen.
I hope so
he breaks things. he used to hurt us.
--
Little Girl of confused
well, he's been trying pretty hard to find different ways of
doing things. sometimes we break things too, sometimes on
purpose. we try to only break things that aren't important
anymore. we also used to punch walls and stuff when we were
angry, but now we do better stuff with our anger.
you used to punch walls? oscar does that. hardly ever now but still.
we think you're nice. so you can be mad and nice?
--
Little Girl of confused
well, i'm not mad all the time anymore, but i used to be mad
all the time. now that i got some of the mads out, and know
what to do with the mads i get now, i'm mostly not mad.
sometimes i forget to get the mads out, and then i am not
very nice to be around. then i have to ride my bike 10 miles
as fast as i can or something like that that uses a lot of
energy and burns up the mad.
ok
does it work that way with scared?
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, at least in my experience. used to have lots of
nightmares, now just don't, and don't feel scared much either.
that would be nice. we've had nightmares a long time
I'm gonna have to go bed really soon. I'm glad you're talking to
me. I like you.
--
Little Girl of confused
it socks that you have nightmares.
yeah. but wolfie says she's learning how to make them better.
very cool.
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i'm going to bed soon too, i wore out the body today; and, i'm
glad you like me, i like you too.
:) :) :)
sleep well. don't let them alliagators bite.
--
Little Girl of confused
hrmph, i'll cook them alligators and have em for dinner.
lol
you're funny
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, funny looking
:-)
that's cuz you've been eatling alligators!
--
Little Girl of confused
tastes just like chicken!
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work
was crazy busy. dissing/shutdown/tired...
something. nights of fighting going to bed but
tonight we think it's time *now* ok
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly
on porch while down below on the ground an
adult robin fed it's baby. nice little boy
visitor at work who got to pick stuff from the
store and talked and talked to me about
animals, the place and his aunt that works at
a nature center. throwing sticks in the pond
for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed
that. they made the dream change when we woke up
scared and made it a better story but it scared us.
we wouldn't hurt pup. i don't think even oscar would
be that mean. it wasn't real right? --
Little Girl of confused
definitely not real, and i'm absolutely certain oscar
wouldn't be that mean either.
ok. but oscar gets mad. really really mad sometimes.
we've seen things do really bad stuff when they are mad
we saw a guy run over a dog on purpose one time.
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, but oscar isn't that kinda guy from what i've
seen. I hope so
he breaks things. he used to hurt us.
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Little Girl of confused
well, he's been trying pretty hard to find different ways
of doing things. sometimes we break things too, sometimes
on purpose. we try to only break things that aren't
important anymore. we also used to punch walls and stuff
when we were angry, but now we do better stuff with our
anger.
you used to punch walls? oscar does that. hardly ever now but still.
we think you're nice. so you can be mad and nice?
--
Little Girl of confused
well, i'm not mad all the time anymore, but i used to be mad
all the time. now that i got some of the mads out, and know
what to do with the mads i get now, i'm mostly not mad.
sometimes i forget to get the mads out, and then i am not
very nice to be around. then i have to ride my bike 10 miles
as fast as i can or something like that that uses a lot of
energy and burns up the mad.
ok
does it work that way with scared?
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, at least in my experience. used to have lots of
nightmares, now just don't, and don't feel scared much either.
that would be nice. we've had nightmares a long time
I'm gonna have to go bed really soon. I'm glad you're talking
to me. I like you.
--
Little Girl of confused
it socks that you have nightmares.
yeah. but wolfie says she's learning how to make them better.
very cool.
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i'm going to bed soon too, i wore out the body today; and, i'm
glad you like me, i like you too.
:) :) :)
sleep well. don't let them alliagators bite.
--
Little Girl of confused
hrmph, i'll cook them alligators and have em for dinner.
lol
you're funny
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, funny looking
:-)
that's cuz you've been eatling alligators!
--
Little Girl of confused
tastes just like chicken!
is that real? you're just saying that!

I bet alligators would taste more like... umm.. shoes!
--
Little Girl of confused
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work
was crazy busy. dissing/shutdown/tired...
something. nights of fighting going to bed but
tonight we think it's time *now* ok
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly
on porch while down below on the ground an
adult robin fed it's baby. nice little boy
visitor at work who got to pick stuff from the
store and talked and talked to me about
animals, the place and his aunt that works at
a nature center. throwing sticks in the pond
for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
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thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
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g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed
that. they made the dream change when we woke up
scared and made it a better story but it scared us.
we wouldn't hurt pup. i don't think even oscar would
be that mean. it wasn't real right? --
Little Girl of confused
definitely not real, and i'm absolutely certain oscar
wouldn't be that mean either.
ok. but oscar gets mad. really really mad sometimes.
we've seen things do really bad stuff when they are mad
we saw a guy run over a dog on purpose one time.
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Little Girl of confused
yeah, but oscar isn't that kinda guy from what i've
seen. I hope so
he breaks things. he used to hurt us.
--
Little Girl of confused
well, he's been trying pretty hard to find different ways
of doing things. sometimes we break things too, sometimes
on purpose. we try to only break things that aren't
important anymore. we also used to punch walls and stuff
when we were angry, but now we do better stuff with our
anger.
you used to punch walls? oscar does that. hardly ever now
but still.
we think you're nice. so you can be mad and nice?
--
Little Girl of confused
well, i'm not mad all the time anymore, but i used to be mad
all the time. now that i got some of the mads out, and know
what to do with the mads i get now, i'm mostly not mad.
sometimes i forget to get the mads out, and then i am not
very nice to be around. then i have to ride my bike 10 miles
as fast as i can or something like that that uses a lot of
energy and burns up the mad.
ok
does it work that way with scared?
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, at least in my experience. used to have lots of
nightmares, now just don't, and don't feel scared much either.
that would be nice. we've had nightmares a long time
I'm gonna have to go bed really soon. I'm glad you're talking
to me. I like you.
--
Little Girl of confused
it socks that you have nightmares.
yeah. but wolfie says she's learning how to make them better.
very cool.
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i'm going to bed soon too, i wore out the body today; and, i'm
glad you like me, i like you too.
:) :) :)
sleep well. don't let them alliagators bite.
--
Little Girl of confused
hrmph, i'll cook them alligators and have em for dinner.
lol
you're funny
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, funny looking
:-)
that's cuz you've been eatling alligators!
--
Little Girl of confused
tastes just like chicken!
is that real? you're just saying that!
I bet alligators would taste more like... umm.. shoes!
--
Little Girl of confused
i don't really know, but everything is supposed to taste like
chicken. frog legs, and rattlesnake... its one of those things i
heard people say and i thought it was kinda goofy
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work
was crazy busy. dissing/shutdown/tired...
something. nights of fighting going to bed
but tonight we think it's time *now* ok
best things for today.... puppy sitting
quietly on porch while down below on the
ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice
little boy visitor at work who got to pick
stuff from the store and talked and talked
to me about animals, the place and his aunt
that works at a nature center. throwing
sticks in the pond for the puppy. no work
tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but
ok :(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed
that. they made the dream change when we woke up
scared and made it a better story but it scared us.
we wouldn't hurt pup. i don't think even oscar
would be that mean. it wasn't real right? --
Little Girl of confused
definitely not real, and i'm absolutely certain
oscar wouldn't be that mean either.
ok. but oscar gets mad. really really mad sometimes.
we've seen things do really bad stuff when they are mad
we saw a guy run over a dog on purpose one time.
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, but oscar isn't that kinda guy from what i've
seen. I hope so
he breaks things. he used to hurt us.
--
Little Girl of confused
well, he's been trying pretty hard to find different
ways of doing things. sometimes we break things too,
sometimes on purpose. we try to only break things that
aren't important anymore. we also used to punch walls
and stuff when we were angry, but now we do better
stuff with our anger.
you used to punch walls? oscar does that. hardly ever now
but still.
we think you're nice. so you can be mad and nice?
--
Little Girl of confused
well, i'm not mad all the time anymore, but i used to be
mad all the time. now that i got some of the mads out,
and know what to do with the mads i get now, i'm mostly
not mad. sometimes i forget to get the mads out, and then
i am not very nice to be around. then i have to ride my
bike 10 miles as fast as i can or something like that
that uses a lot of energy and burns up the mad.
ok
does it work that way with scared?
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, at least in my experience. used to have lots of
nightmares, now just don't, and don't feel scared much either.
that would be nice. we've had nightmares a long time
I'm gonna have to go bed really soon. I'm glad you're talking
to me. I like you.
--
Little Girl of confused
it socks that you have nightmares.
yeah. but wolfie says she's learning how to make them better.
very cool.
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i'm going to bed soon too, i wore out the body today; and, i'm
glad you like me, i like you too.
:) :) :)
sleep well. don't let them alliagators bite.
--
Little Girl of confused
hrmph, i'll cook them alligators and have em for dinner.
lol
you're funny
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, funny looking
:-)
that's cuz you've been eatling alligators!
--
Little Girl of confused
tastes just like chicken!
is that real? you're just saying that!
I bet alligators would taste more like... umm.. shoes!
--
Little Girl of confused
i don't really know, but everything is supposed to taste like
chicken. frog legs, and rattlesnake... its one of those things i
heard people say and i thought it was kinda goofy
frogs legs? ICK!

people are reeeeeeeeeeeeeally goofy

doesn't chicken have different tastes depening how it's made?
--
Little Girl of confused
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work
was crazy busy. dissing/shutdown/tired...
something. nights of fighting going to bed
but tonight we think it's time *now* ok
best things for today.... puppy sitting
quietly on porch while down below on the
ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice
little boy visitor at work who got to pick
stuff from the store and talked and talked
to me about animals, the place and his aunt
that works at a nature center. throwing
sticks in the pond for the puppy. no work
tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but
ok :(
:/
we dreamed we were hurting pup. how come we dreamed
that. they made the dream change when we woke up
scared and made it a better story but it scared us.
we wouldn't hurt pup. i don't think even oscar
would be that mean. it wasn't real right? --
Little Girl of confused
definitely not real, and i'm absolutely certain
oscar wouldn't be that mean either.
ok. but oscar gets mad. really really mad sometimes.
we've seen things do really bad stuff when they are mad
we saw a guy run over a dog on purpose one time.
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, but oscar isn't that kinda guy from what i've
seen. I hope so
he breaks things. he used to hurt us.
--
Little Girl of confused
well, he's been trying pretty hard to find different
ways of doing things. sometimes we break things too,
sometimes on purpose. we try to only break things that
aren't important anymore. we also used to punch walls
and stuff when we were angry, but now we do better
stuff with our anger.
you used to punch walls? oscar does that. hardly ever now
but still.
we think you're nice. so you can be mad and nice?
--
Little Girl of confused
well, i'm not mad all the time anymore, but i used to be
mad all the time. now that i got some of the mads out,
and know what to do with the mads i get now, i'm mostly
not mad. sometimes i forget to get the mads out, and then
i am not very nice to be around. then i have to ride my
bike 10 miles as fast as i can or something like that
that uses a lot of energy and burns up the mad.
ok
does it work that way with scared?
--
Little Girl of confused
yeah, at least in my experience. used to have lots of
nightmares, now just don't, and don't feel scared much either.
that would be nice. we've had nightmares a long time
I'm gonna have to go bed really soon. I'm glad you're talking
to me. I like you.
--
Little Girl of confused
it socks that you have nightmares.
yeah. but wolfie says she's learning how to make them better.
very cool.
Post by gathring
i'm going to bed soon too, i wore out the body today; and, i'm
glad you like me, i like you too.
:) :) :)
sleep well. don't let them alliagators bite.
--
Little Girl of confused
hrmph, i'll cook them alligators and have em for dinner.
lol
you're funny
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Little Girl of confused
yeah, funny looking
:-)
that's cuz you've been eatling alligators!
--
Little Girl of confused
tastes just like chicken!
is that real? you're just saying that!
I bet alligators would taste more like... umm.. shoes!
--
Little Girl of confused
i don't really know, but everything is supposed to taste like
chicken. frog legs, and rattlesnake... its one of those things i
heard people say and i thought it was kinda goofy
frogs legs? ICK!
people are reeeeeeeeeeeeeally goofy
doesn't chicken have different tastes depening how it's made?
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i always thought so, which is one of the reasons its silly to say
things taste like chicken.
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2008-05-28 04:57:08 UTC
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we told puddles we'd do best things even though it wasn't a very good day

our best things... we told animal stories with the new person at work and
she is nice. puppy went swimming. we saw the forest turn from dark and
cloudy to sunny and it happened all of a sudden. ohhhhhh and we saw an elk
run by and there were kids with us. real kids and they were all excited like
an elk was a brand new thing first time ever.

good night everyone
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Little Girl of confused
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we told puddles we'd do best things even though it wasn't a very good day
our best things... we told animal stories with the new person at work
and she is nice. puppy went swimming. we saw the forest turn from
dark and cloudy to sunny and it happened all of a sudden. ohhhhhh and
we saw an elk run by and there were kids with us. real kids and they
were all excited like an elk was a brand new thing first time ever.
good night everyone
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g'ni

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we told puddles we'd do best things even though it wasn't a very good day
our best things... we told animal stories with the new person at work and
she is nice. puppy went swimming. we saw the forest turn from dark and
cloudy to sunny and it happened all of a sudden. ohhhhhh and we saw an elk
run by and there were kids with us. real kids and they were all excited like
an elk was a brand new thing first time ever.
good night everyone
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Little Girl of confused
Ok, our turn, best things for today
We are caught up on the laundry
We helped someone at work with a project and we really don't care for
her much but felt good to help her.
We feel like we are strong enough to not be *this* anymore
We are going to watch the new national treasure tonight
We are going to be normal now
We got overtime at work so will get bigger paycheck this week
We watched a butterfly in the backyard that puzzled little dog and made
us laugh.
We got twins to giggle by making funny faces and noises.
We get to see t tomorrow and haven't seen him for a week
We like our new newsreader.

ok, think thats it.

puddles (noisy and switchy but trying)
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...those little puddles were at it again : )))

mixing their magic

sprinkling the fairy dust...


...just be careful were it lands

kay ? : )
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...those little puddles were at it again : )))
mixing their magic
sprinkling the fairy dust...
...just be careful were it lands
kay ? : )
k. :)
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...those little puddles were at it again : )))
mixing their magic
sprinkling the fairy dust...
...just be careful were it lands
kay ? : )
k. :)
pippa go srinkul sprinkul wiv te sparkuls
dans dans
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we told puddles we'd do best things even though it wasn't a very good day
our best things... we told animal stories with the new person at
work and she is nice. puppy went swimming. we saw the forest turn
from dark and cloudy to sunny and it happened all of a sudden.
ohhhhhh and we saw an elk run by and there were kids with us. real
kids and they were all excited like an elk was a brand new thing
first time ever.
good night everyone
--
Little Girl of confused
Ok, our turn, best things for today
We are caught up on the laundry
We helped someone at work with a project and we really don't care for
her much but felt good to help her.
We feel like we are strong enough to not be *this* anymore
We are going to watch the new national treasure tonight
We are going to be normal now
We got overtime at work so will get bigger paycheck this week
We watched a butterfly in the backyard that puzzled little dog and
made us laugh.
:)
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We got twins to giggle by making funny faces and noises.
Oooo... that sounds funny
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We get to see t tomorrow and haven't seen him for a week
We like our new newsreader.
ok, think thats it.
puddles (noisy and switchy but trying)
I'm glad you did a list.

I'll do a list tonight. it will be easy!
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Little Girl of confused
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going to
bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch while down
below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice little boy
visitor at work who got to pick stuff from the store and talked and
talked to me about animals, the place and his aunt that works at a
nature center. throwing sticks in the pond for the puppy. no work
tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
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///
crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy rain fall that
makes me think of tropics not here... except it's colder. some
thunder too. means I get to sit here instead of unload wood.
is that good or bad?
I like storms. sat on porch and watched. mighty tired, the wood can probably
wait a day.
this is the closest and loudest thunder has ever been for pup. he's upset...
gets much closer and I'll shut off computer. think it might be done though.
don't really have good storms here. miss Tucson, where a storm
was something you could enjoy watching.
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going to
bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch while
down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice
little boy visitor at work who got to pick stuff from the store
and talked and talked to me about animals, the place and his
aunt that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in the pond
for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
Post by confused
///
crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy rain fall that
makes me think of tropics not here... except it's colder. some
thunder too. means I get to sit here instead of unload wood.
is that good or bad?
I like storms. sat on porch and watched. mighty tired, the wood can
probably wait a day.
this is the closest and loudest thunder has ever been for pup. he's
upset... gets much closer and I'll shut off computer. think it might
be done though.
don't really have good storms here. miss Tucson, where a storm
was something you could enjoy watching.
the storm went away.

it wasn't a warm rain though. it got cold. I wanted to go out and dance in
it. we like that.
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going to
bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch while
down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice
little boy visitor at work who got to pick stuff from the store
and talked and talked to me about animals, the place and his
aunt that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in the pond
for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
Post by confused
///
crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy rain fall that
makes me think of tropics not here... except it's colder. some
thunder too. means I get to sit here instead of unload wood.
is that good or bad?
I like storms. sat on porch and watched. mighty tired, the wood can
probably wait a day.
this is the closest and loudest thunder has ever been for pup. he's
upset... gets much closer and I'll shut off computer. think it might
be done though.
don't really have good storms here. miss Tucson, where a storm
was something you could enjoy watching.
the storm went away.
it wasn't a warm rain though. it got cold. I wanted to go out and dance in
it. we like that.
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Little Girl of confused
love to dance in the rain, is powerful, and is calming at the
same time. have danced in rain many places, but dancing in the
rain in the desert is always somehow the best. miss the desert.
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2008-05-28 01:25:06 UTC
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going to
bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch while
down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice
little boy visitor at work who got to pick stuff from the store
and talked and talked to me about animals, the place and his
aunt that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in the pond
for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
Post by confused
///
crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy rain fall that
makes me think of tropics not here... except it's colder. some
thunder too. means I get to sit here instead of unload wood.
is that good or bad?
I like storms. sat on porch and watched. mighty tired, the wood can
probably wait a day.
this is the closest and loudest thunder has ever been for pup. he's
upset... gets much closer and I'll shut off computer. think it might
be done though.
don't really have good storms here. miss Tucson, where a storm
was something you could enjoy watching.
the storm went away.
it wasn't a warm rain though. it got cold. I wanted to go out and dance in
it. we like that.
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Little Girl of confused
love to dance in the rain, is powerful, and is calming at the same time.
have danced in rain many places, but dancing in the rain in the desert
is always somehow the best. miss the desert.
Our first born son was born in phoenix. We miss desert rain too. Like
the way it sounds in middle of nothing way out in flat land. Miss
Arizona. Was 20 yrs ago though. Have been back couple of times - jus
driving through. Miss sunsets too. (sigh).

Muddle
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2008-05-28 01:42:06 UTC
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going to
bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch while
down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice
little boy visitor at work who got to pick stuff from the store
and talked and talked to me about animals, the place and his
aunt that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in the pond
for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
Post by confused
///
crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy rain fall that
makes me think of tropics not here... except it's colder. some
thunder too. means I get to sit here instead of unload wood.
is that good or bad?
I like storms. sat on porch and watched. mighty tired, the wood can
probably wait a day.
this is the closest and loudest thunder has ever been for pup. he's
upset... gets much closer and I'll shut off computer. think it might
be done though.
don't really have good storms here. miss Tucson, where a storm
was something you could enjoy watching.
the storm went away.
it wasn't a warm rain though. it got cold. I wanted to go out and dance in
it. we like that.
--
Little Girl of confused
love to dance in the rain, is powerful, and is calming at the same
time. have danced in rain many places, but dancing in the rain in the
desert is always somehow the best. miss the desert.
Our first born son was born in phoenix. We miss desert rain too. Like
the way it sounds in middle of nothing way out in flat land. Miss
Arizona. Was 20 yrs ago though. Have been back couple of times - jus
driving through. Miss sunsets too. (sigh).
Muddle
have been back twice in the past ten years. its time to go back
again. usually spend about a week. its never long enough, but it
helps.
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going
to bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
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best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch while
down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice
little boy visitor at work who got to pick stuff from the store
and talked and talked to me about animals, the place and his
aunt that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in the pond
for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
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thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
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g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
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///
crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy rain fall
that makes me think of tropics not here... except it's colder.
some thunder too. means I get to sit here instead of unload wood.
is that good or bad?
I like storms. sat on porch and watched. mighty tired, the wood can
probably wait a day.
this is the closest and loudest thunder has ever been for pup. he's
upset... gets much closer and I'll shut off computer. think it
might be done though.
don't really have good storms here. miss Tucson, where a storm
was something you could enjoy watching.
the storm went away.
it wasn't a warm rain though. it got cold. I wanted to go out and
dance in it. we like that.
--
Little Girl of confused
love to dance in the rain, is powerful, and is calming at the
same time. have danced in rain many places, but dancing in the
rain in the desert is always somehow the best. miss the desert.
never danced in the rain in the dessert. does rain really hard and heavy
there? danced in the rain in florida where it was the biggest rain i ever
saw and it was really really warm

we all like that. when the noise becomes everything
--
Little Girl of confused
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going
to bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch while
down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice
little boy visitor at work who got to pick stuff from the store
and talked and talked to me about animals, the place and his
aunt that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in the pond
for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
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thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
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///
crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy rain fall
that makes me think of tropics not here... except it's colder.
some thunder too. means I get to sit here instead of unload wood.
is that good or bad?
I like storms. sat on porch and watched. mighty tired, the wood can
probably wait a day.
this is the closest and loudest thunder has ever been for pup. he's
upset... gets much closer and I'll shut off computer. think it
might be done though.
don't really have good storms here. miss Tucson, where a storm
was something you could enjoy watching.
the storm went away.
it wasn't a warm rain though. it got cold. I wanted to go out and
dance in it. we like that.
--
Little Girl of confused
love to dance in the rain, is powerful, and is calming at the
same time. have danced in rain many places, but dancing in the
rain in the desert is always somehow the best. miss the desert.
never danced in the rain in the dessert. does rain really hard and heavy
there? danced in the rain in florida where it was the biggest rain i ever
saw and it was really really warm
we all like that. when the noise becomes everything
--
Little Girl of confused
when it rains it normally rains fast and hard and heavy with
really big drops. is not normally warm, so in the summer rains is
a good way to cool off. and yeah, like lots when the noise
becomes everything.

saw a movie call aug*st r*sh this weekend, is about the sounds in
your head kind of, like we were talking about in another thread.
was very good.
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going
to bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
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best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch
while down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby.
nice little boy visitor at work who got to pick stuff from
the store and talked and talked to me about animals, the
place and his aunt that works at a nature center. throwing
sticks in the pond for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
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thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
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///
crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy rain fall
that makes me think of tropics not here... except it's colder.
some thunder too. means I get to sit here instead of unload
wood. is that good or bad?
I like storms. sat on porch and watched. mighty tired, the wood
can probably wait a day.
this is the closest and loudest thunder has ever been for pup.
he's upset... gets much closer and I'll shut off computer. think
it might be done though.
don't really have good storms here. miss Tucson, where a storm
was something you could enjoy watching.
the storm went away.
it wasn't a warm rain though. it got cold. I wanted to go out and
dance in it. we like that.
--
Little Girl of confused
love to dance in the rain, is powerful, and is calming at the
same time. have danced in rain many places, but dancing in the
rain in the desert is always somehow the best. miss the desert.
never danced in the rain in the dessert. does rain really hard and
heavy there? danced in the rain in florida where it was the biggest
rain i ever saw and it was really really warm
we all like that. when the noise becomes everything
--
Little Girl of confused
when it rains it normally rains fast and hard and heavy with
really big drops. is not normally warm, so in the summer rains is
a good way to cool off. and yeah, like lots when the noise
becomes everything.
:)

we've seen it rain in the dessert sort of but it didn't go all the way to
the ground
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saw a movie call aug*st r*sh this weekend, is about the sounds in
your head kind of, like we were talking about in another thread.
was very good.
I bet c and wolfie would like that

c is being nicer now.
--
Little Girl of confused
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dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going
to bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
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best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch
while down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby.
nice little boy visitor at work who got to pick stuff from
the store and talked and talked to me about animals, the
place and his aunt that works at a nature center. throwing
sticks in the pond for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
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///
crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy rain fall
that makes me think of tropics not here... except it's colder.
some thunder too. means I get to sit here instead of unload
wood. is that good or bad?
I like storms. sat on porch and watched. mighty tired, the wood
can probably wait a day.
this is the closest and loudest thunder has ever been for pup.
he's upset... gets much closer and I'll shut off computer. think
it might be done though.
don't really have good storms here. miss Tucson, where a storm
was something you could enjoy watching.
the storm went away.
it wasn't a warm rain though. it got cold. I wanted to go out and
dance in it. we like that.
--
Little Girl of confused
love to dance in the rain, is powerful, and is calming at the
same time. have danced in rain many places, but dancing in the
rain in the desert is always somehow the best. miss the desert.
never danced in the rain in the dessert. does rain really hard and
heavy there? danced in the rain in florida where it was the biggest
rain i ever saw and it was really really warm
we all like that. when the noise becomes everything
--
Little Girl of confused
when it rains it normally rains fast and hard and heavy with
really big drops. is not normally warm, so in the summer rains is
a good way to cool off. and yeah, like lots when the noise
becomes everything.
:)
we've seen it rain in the dessert sort of but it didn't go all the way to
the ground
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saw a movie call aug*st r*sh this weekend, is about the sounds in
your head kind of, like we were talking about in another thread.
was very good.
I bet c and wolfie would like that
c is being nicer now.
--
Little Girl of confused
that is very cool. it sounds like lots of yous are getting nicer
these days, and better at talking to each other.
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busy. dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of
fighting going to bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
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best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch
while down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's
baby. nice little boy visitor at work who got to pick
stuff from the store and talked and talked to me about
animals, the place and his aunt that works at a nature
center. throwing sticks in the pond for the puppy. no work
tomorrow
:)
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thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
Post by confused
///
crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy rain fall
that makes me think of tropics not here... except it's
colder. some thunder too. means I get to sit here instead of
unload wood. is that good or bad?
I like storms. sat on porch and watched. mighty tired, the wood
can probably wait a day.
this is the closest and loudest thunder has ever been for pup.
he's upset... gets much closer and I'll shut off computer.
think it might be done though.
don't really have good storms here. miss Tucson, where a storm
was something you could enjoy watching.
the storm went away.
it wasn't a warm rain though. it got cold. I wanted to go out and
dance in it. we like that.
--
Little Girl of confused
love to dance in the rain, is powerful, and is calming at the
same time. have danced in rain many places, but dancing in the
rain in the desert is always somehow the best. miss the desert.
never danced in the rain in the dessert. does rain really hard and
heavy there? danced in the rain in florida where it was the biggest
rain i ever saw and it was really really warm
we all like that. when the noise becomes everything
--
Little Girl of confused
when it rains it normally rains fast and hard and heavy with
really big drops. is not normally warm, so in the summer rains is
a good way to cool off. and yeah, like lots when the noise
becomes everything.
:)
we've seen it rain in the dessert sort of but it didn't go all the
way to the ground
Post by gathring
saw a movie call aug*st r*sh this weekend, is about the sounds in
your head kind of, like we were talking about in another thread.
was very good.
I bet c and wolfie would like that
c is being nicer now.
--
Little Girl of confused
that is very cool. it sounds like lots of yous are getting nicer
these days, and better at talking to each other.
I guess so

maybe it makes us sadder though. I dunno. umm... i think there are other
parts that are left out though. I'm not supposed to talk about them maybe.
--
Little Girl of confused
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busy. dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of
fighting going to bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
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best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch
while down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's
baby. nice little boy visitor at work who got to pick
stuff from the store and talked and talked to me about
animals, the place and his aunt that works at a nature
center. throwing sticks in the pond for the puppy. no work
tomorrow
:)
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thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
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///
crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy rain fall
that makes me think of tropics not here... except it's
colder. some thunder too. means I get to sit here instead of
unload wood. is that good or bad?
I like storms. sat on porch and watched. mighty tired, the wood
can probably wait a day.
this is the closest and loudest thunder has ever been for pup.
he's upset... gets much closer and I'll shut off computer.
think it might be done though.
don't really have good storms here. miss Tucson, where a storm
was something you could enjoy watching.
the storm went away.
it wasn't a warm rain though. it got cold. I wanted to go out and
dance in it. we like that.
--
Little Girl of confused
love to dance in the rain, is powerful, and is calming at the
same time. have danced in rain many places, but dancing in the
rain in the desert is always somehow the best. miss the desert.
never danced in the rain in the dessert. does rain really hard and
heavy there? danced in the rain in florida where it was the biggest
rain i ever saw and it was really really warm
we all like that. when the noise becomes everything
--
Little Girl of confused
when it rains it normally rains fast and hard and heavy with
really big drops. is not normally warm, so in the summer rains is
a good way to cool off. and yeah, like lots when the noise
becomes everything.
:)
we've seen it rain in the dessert sort of but it didn't go all the
way to the ground
Post by gathring
saw a movie call aug*st r*sh this weekend, is about the sounds in
your head kind of, like we were talking about in another thread.
was very good.
I bet c and wolfie would like that
c is being nicer now.
--
Little Girl of confused
that is very cool. it sounds like lots of yous are getting nicer
these days, and better at talking to each other.
I guess so
maybe it makes us sadder though. I dunno. umm... i think there are other
parts that are left out though. I'm not supposed to talk about them maybe.
--
Little Girl of confused
maybe is finally safe to let the sads out? maybe is not time yet
for other parts to share?. sorry you feel sadder tho. once i was
so sad i cried for a week and didn't go to work or anything. i
still get sad, but not like that.
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy
busy. dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of
fighting going to bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch
while down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's
baby. nice little boy visitor at work who got to pick
stuff from the store and talked and talked to me about
animals, the place and his aunt that works at a nature
center. throwing sticks in the pond for the puppy. no
work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
Post by confused
///
crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy rain
fall that makes me think of tropics not here... except it's
colder. some thunder too. means I get to sit here instead
of unload wood. is that good or bad?
I like storms. sat on porch and watched. mighty tired, the
wood can probably wait a day.
this is the closest and loudest thunder has ever been for
pup. he's upset... gets much closer and I'll shut off
computer. think it might be done though.
don't really have good storms here. miss Tucson, where a storm
was something you could enjoy watching.
the storm went away.
it wasn't a warm rain though. it got cold. I wanted to go out
and dance in it. we like that.
--
Little Girl of confused
love to dance in the rain, is powerful, and is calming at the
same time. have danced in rain many places, but dancing in the
rain in the desert is always somehow the best. miss the desert.
never danced in the rain in the dessert. does rain really hard
and heavy there? danced in the rain in florida where it was the
biggest rain i ever saw and it was really really warm
we all like that. when the noise becomes everything
--
Little Girl of confused
when it rains it normally rains fast and hard and heavy with
really big drops. is not normally warm, so in the summer rains is
a good way to cool off. and yeah, like lots when the noise
becomes everything.
:)
we've seen it rain in the dessert sort of but it didn't go all the
way to the ground
Post by gathring
saw a movie call aug*st r*sh this weekend, is about the sounds in
your head kind of, like we were talking about in another thread.
was very good.
I bet c and wolfie would like that
c is being nicer now.
--
Little Girl of confused
that is very cool. it sounds like lots of yous are getting nicer
these days, and better at talking to each other.
I guess so
maybe it makes us sadder though. I dunno. umm... i think there are
other parts that are left out though. I'm not supposed to talk about
them maybe. --
Little Girl of confused
maybe is finally safe to let the sads out? maybe is not time yet
for other parts to share?. sorry you feel sadder tho. once i was
so sad i cried for a week and didn't go to work or anything. i
still get sad, but not like that.
a whole week. wow. all those tears coulda made a river

one part wants to be a secret but i know about her but I'll try not to tell.
the other part I dunno.

I wish i didn't have to be sad. or scared!!!
--
Little Girl of confused
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy
busy. dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of
fighting going to bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch
while down below on the ground an adult robin fed it's
baby. nice little boy visitor at work who got to pick
stuff from the store and talked and talked to me about
animals, the place and his aunt that works at a nature
center. throwing sticks in the pond for the puppy. no
work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
Post by confused
///
crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy rain
fall that makes me think of tropics not here... except it's
colder. some thunder too. means I get to sit here instead
of unload wood. is that good or bad?
I like storms. sat on porch and watched. mighty tired, the
wood can probably wait a day.
this is the closest and loudest thunder has ever been for
pup. he's upset... gets much closer and I'll shut off
computer. think it might be done though.
don't really have good storms here. miss Tucson, where a storm
was something you could enjoy watching.
the storm went away.
it wasn't a warm rain though. it got cold. I wanted to go out
and dance in it. we like that.
--
Little Girl of confused
love to dance in the rain, is powerful, and is calming at the
same time. have danced in rain many places, but dancing in the
rain in the desert is always somehow the best. miss the desert.
never danced in the rain in the dessert. does rain really hard
and heavy there? danced in the rain in florida where it was the
biggest rain i ever saw and it was really really warm
we all like that. when the noise becomes everything
--
Little Girl of confused
when it rains it normally rains fast and hard and heavy with
really big drops. is not normally warm, so in the summer rains is
a good way to cool off. and yeah, like lots when the noise
becomes everything.
:)
we've seen it rain in the dessert sort of but it didn't go all the
way to the ground
Post by gathring
saw a movie call aug*st r*sh this weekend, is about the sounds in
your head kind of, like we were talking about in another thread.
was very good.
I bet c and wolfie would like that
c is being nicer now.
--
Little Girl of confused
that is very cool. it sounds like lots of yous are getting nicer
these days, and better at talking to each other.
I guess so
maybe it makes us sadder though. I dunno. umm... i think there are
other parts that are left out though. I'm not supposed to talk about
them maybe. --
Little Girl of confused
maybe is finally safe to let the sads out? maybe is not time yet
for other parts to share?. sorry you feel sadder tho. once i was
so sad i cried for a week and didn't go to work or anything. i
still get sad, but not like that.
a whole week. wow. all those tears coulda made a river
one part wants to be a secret but i know about her but I'll try not to tell.
the other part I dunno.
I wish i didn't have to be sad. or scared!!!
--
Little Girl of confused
it felt like a river too.

its good you keep confidences. maybe someday all the parts will
come out on their own.

can i tell you a secret about scared and sad? without them, you
wouldn't appreciate happy and confident nearly as much. but is
still ok not to want to feel them.
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy
busy. dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of
fighting going to bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on
porch while down below on the ground an adult robin
fed it's baby. nice little boy visitor at work who got
to pick stuff from the store and talked and talked to
me about animals, the place and his aunt that works at
a nature center. throwing sticks in the pond for the
puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
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thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
Post by confused
///
crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy rain
fall that makes me think of tropics not here... except
it's colder. some thunder too. means I get to sit here
instead of unload wood. is that good or bad?
I like storms. sat on porch and watched. mighty tired, the
wood can probably wait a day.
this is the closest and loudest thunder has ever been for
pup. he's upset... gets much closer and I'll shut off
computer. think it might be done though.
don't really have good storms here. miss Tucson, where a
storm was something you could enjoy watching.
the storm went away.
it wasn't a warm rain though. it got cold. I wanted to go out
and dance in it. we like that.
--
Little Girl of confused
love to dance in the rain, is powerful, and is calming at the
same time. have danced in rain many places, but dancing in the
rain in the desert is always somehow the best. miss the desert.
never danced in the rain in the dessert. does rain really hard
and heavy there? danced in the rain in florida where it was the
biggest rain i ever saw and it was really really warm
we all like that. when the noise becomes everything
--
Little Girl of confused
when it rains it normally rains fast and hard and heavy with
really big drops. is not normally warm, so in the summer rains
is a good way to cool off. and yeah, like lots when the noise
becomes everything.
:)
we've seen it rain in the dessert sort of but it didn't go all
the way to the ground
Post by gathring
saw a movie call aug*st r*sh this weekend, is about the sounds
in your head kind of, like we were talking about in another
thread. was very good.
I bet c and wolfie would like that
c is being nicer now.
--
Little Girl of confused
that is very cool. it sounds like lots of yous are getting nicer
these days, and better at talking to each other.
I guess so
maybe it makes us sadder though. I dunno. umm... i think there are
other parts that are left out though. I'm not supposed to talk
about them maybe. --
Little Girl of confused
maybe is finally safe to let the sads out? maybe is not time yet
for other parts to share?. sorry you feel sadder tho. once i was
so sad i cried for a week and didn't go to work or anything. i
still get sad, but not like that.
a whole week. wow. all those tears coulda made a river
one part wants to be a secret but i know about her but I'll try not
to tell. the other part I dunno.
I wish i didn't have to be sad. or scared!!!
--
Little Girl of confused
it felt like a river too.
I like rivers. but a river of tears is sad
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its good you keep confidences. maybe someday all the parts will
come out on their own.
I don't know.

they aren't as secret now
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can i tell you a secret about scared and sad? without them, you
wouldn't appreciate happy and confident nearly as much. but is
still ok not to want to feel them.
what does that mean?

is confident brave?
--
Little Girl of confused
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy
busy. dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of
fighting going to bed but tonight we think it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on
porch while down below on the ground an adult robin
fed it's baby. nice little boy visitor at work who got
to pick stuff from the store and talked and talked to
me about animals, the place and his aunt that works at
a nature center. throwing sticks in the pond for the
puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
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thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
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///
crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy rain
fall that makes me think of tropics not here... except
it's colder. some thunder too. means I get to sit here
instead of unload wood. is that good or bad?
I like storms. sat on porch and watched. mighty tired, the
wood can probably wait a day.
this is the closest and loudest thunder has ever been for
pup. he's upset... gets much closer and I'll shut off
computer. think it might be done though.
don't really have good storms here. miss Tucson, where a
storm was something you could enjoy watching.
the storm went away.
it wasn't a warm rain though. it got cold. I wanted to go out
and dance in it. we like that.
--
Little Girl of confused
love to dance in the rain, is powerful, and is calming at the
same time. have danced in rain many places, but dancing in the
rain in the desert is always somehow the best. miss the desert.
never danced in the rain in the dessert. does rain really hard
and heavy there? danced in the rain in florida where it was the
biggest rain i ever saw and it was really really warm
we all like that. when the noise becomes everything
--
Little Girl of confused
when it rains it normally rains fast and hard and heavy with
really big drops. is not normally warm, so in the summer rains
is a good way to cool off. and yeah, like lots when the noise
becomes everything.
:)
we've seen it rain in the dessert sort of but it didn't go all
the way to the ground
Post by gathring
saw a movie call aug*st r*sh this weekend, is about the sounds
in your head kind of, like we were talking about in another
thread. was very good.
I bet c and wolfie would like that
c is being nicer now.
--
Little Girl of confused
that is very cool. it sounds like lots of yous are getting nicer
these days, and better at talking to each other.
I guess so
maybe it makes us sadder though. I dunno. umm... i think there are
other parts that are left out though. I'm not supposed to talk
about them maybe. --
Little Girl of confused
maybe is finally safe to let the sads out? maybe is not time yet
for other parts to share?. sorry you feel sadder tho. once i was
so sad i cried for a week and didn't go to work or anything. i
still get sad, but not like that.
a whole week. wow. all those tears coulda made a river
one part wants to be a secret but i know about her but I'll try not
to tell. the other part I dunno.
I wish i didn't have to be sad. or scared!!!
--
Little Girl of confused
it felt like a river too.
I like rivers. but a river of tears is sad
yeah, but sad isn't a bad thing, is just a feeling thing.
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its good you keep confidences. maybe someday all the parts will
come out on their own.
I don't know.
they aren't as secret now
that happens a lot.
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can i tell you a secret about scared and sad? without them, you
wouldn't appreciate happy and confident nearly as much. but is
still ok not to want to feel them.
what does that mean?
is confident brave?
--
Little Girl of confused
ummmm. means that happy is happier when you can compare it to
sad. and yes, confident is a kind of brave.
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was
crazy busy. dissing/shutdown/tired... something.
nights of fighting going to bed but tonight we think
it's time *now*
ok
Post by confused
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on
porch while down below on the ground an adult robin
fed it's baby. nice little boy visitor at work who
got to pick stuff from the store and talked and
talked to me about animals, the place and his aunt
that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in
the pond for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
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thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
Post by confused
///
crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy
rain fall that makes me think of tropics not here...
except it's colder. some thunder too. means I get to
sit here instead of unload wood. is that good or bad?
I like storms. sat on porch and watched. mighty tired,
the wood can probably wait a day.
this is the closest and loudest thunder has ever been for
pup. he's upset... gets much closer and I'll shut off
computer. think it might be done though.
don't really have good storms here. miss Tucson, where a
storm was something you could enjoy watching.
the storm went away.
it wasn't a warm rain though. it got cold. I wanted to go
out and dance in it. we like that.
--
Little Girl of confused
love to dance in the rain, is powerful, and is calming at
the same time. have danced in rain many places, but dancing
in the rain in the desert is always somehow the best. miss
the desert.
never danced in the rain in the dessert. does rain really
hard and heavy there? danced in the rain in florida where it
was the biggest rain i ever saw and it was really really warm
we all like that. when the noise becomes everything
--
Little Girl of confused
when it rains it normally rains fast and hard and heavy with
really big drops. is not normally warm, so in the summer rains
is a good way to cool off. and yeah, like lots when the noise
becomes everything.
:)
we've seen it rain in the dessert sort of but it didn't go all
the way to the ground
Post by gathring
saw a movie call aug*st r*sh this weekend, is about the sounds
in your head kind of, like we were talking about in another
thread. was very good.
I bet c and wolfie would like that
c is being nicer now.
--
Little Girl of confused
that is very cool. it sounds like lots of yous are getting nicer
these days, and better at talking to each other.
I guess so
maybe it makes us sadder though. I dunno. umm... i think there
are other parts that are left out though. I'm not supposed to
talk about them maybe. --
Little Girl of confused
maybe is finally safe to let the sads out? maybe is not time yet
for other parts to share?. sorry you feel sadder tho. once i was
so sad i cried for a week and didn't go to work or anything. i
still get sad, but not like that.
a whole week. wow. all those tears coulda made a river
one part wants to be a secret but i know about her but I'll try not
to tell. the other part I dunno.
I wish i didn't have to be sad. or scared!!!
--
Little Girl of confused
it felt like a river too.
I like rivers. but a river of tears is sad
yeah, but sad isn't a bad thing, is just a feeling thing.
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its good you keep confidences. maybe someday all the parts will
come out on their own.
I don't know.
they aren't as secret now
that happens a lot.
Post by confused
Post by gathring
can i tell you a secret about scared and sad? without them, you
wouldn't appreciate happy and confident nearly as much. but is
still ok not to want to feel them.
what does that mean?
is confident brave?
--
Little Girl of confused
ummmm. means that happy is happier when you can compare it to
sad. and yes, confident is a kind of brave.
ok
--
Little Girl of confused
a***@a.a
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ok we have no idea what this is but apparently
we should warn you that reading it
mihgth be triggering
for some

so probably best not read it

it only [stop
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was
crazy busy. dissing/shutdown/tired... something.
nights of fighting going to bed but tonight we
think
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it's time *now*
ok
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best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on
porch while down below on the ground an adult
robin
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fed it's baby. nice little boy visitor at work who
got to pick stuff from the store and talked and
talked to me about animals, the place and his aunt
that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in
the pond for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
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thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
Post by confused
///
crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy
rain fall that makes me think of tropics not here...
except it's colder. some thunder too. means I get to
sit here instead of unload wood. is that good or
bad?
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I like storms. sat on porch and watched. mighty tired,
the wood can probably wait a day.
this is the closest and loudest thunder has ever been
for
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pup. he's upset... gets much closer and I'll shut off
computer. think it might be done though.
don't really have good storms here. miss Tucson, where
a
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storm was something you could enjoy watching.
the storm went away.
it wasn't a warm rain though. it got cold. I wanted to
go
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out and dance in it. we like that.
--
Little Girl of confused
love to dance in the rain, is powerful, and is calming at
the same time. have danced in rain many places, but
dancing
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in the rain in the desert is always somehow the best.
miss
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the desert.
never danced in the rain in the dessert. does rain really
hard and heavy there? danced in the rain in florida where
it
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was the biggest rain i ever saw and it was really really
warm
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we all like that. when the noise becomes everything
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Little Girl of confused
when it rains it normally rains fast and hard and heavy
with
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really big drops. is not normally warm, so in the summer
rains
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is a good way to cool off. and yeah, like lots when the
noise
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becomes everything.
:)
we've seen it rain in the dessert sort of but it didn't go
all
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the way to the ground
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saw a movie call aug*st r*sh this weekend, is about the
sounds
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in your head kind of, like we were talking about in another
thread. was very good.
I bet c and wolfie would like that
c is being nicer now.
--
Little Girl of confused
that is very cool. it sounds like lots of yous are getting nicer
these days, and better at talking to each other.
I guess so
maybe it makes us sadder though. I dunno. umm... i think there
are other parts that are left out though. I'm not supposed to
talk about them maybe. --
Little Girl of confused
maybe is finally safe to let the sads out? maybe is not time yet
for other parts to share?. sorry you feel sadder tho. once i was
so sad i cried for a week and didn't go to work or anything. i
still get sad, but not like that.
a whole week. wow. all those tears coulda made a river
one part wants to be a secret but i know about her but I'll try not
to tell. the other part I dunno.
I wish i didn't have to be sad. or scared!!!
--
Little Girl of confused
it felt like a river too.
I like rivers. but a river of tears is sad
yeah, but sad isn't a bad thing, is just a feeling thing.
Post by confused
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its good you keep confidences. maybe someday all the parts will
come out on their own.
I don't know.
they aren't as secret now
that happens a lot.
Post by confused
Post by gathring
can i tell you a secret about scared and sad? without them, you
wouldn't appreciate happy and confident nearly as much. but is
still ok not to want to feel them.
what does that mean?
is confident brave?
--
Little Girl of confused
ummmm. means that happy is happier when you can compare it to
sad. and yes, confident is a kind of brave.
ok
--
Little Girl of confused
ok... [only if i want you




not sure who that was, some butterfly thing

buzzing : ))


so do we have any idea what we were atcually going to say or is this
whole thing just a charade that shows that we already handed over
power?

power wasnt the right word

hmmmmmmm...


organisation ?


something like that


who knew us best ?




[recovery...]
[well done, now someone put a spoiler or something...
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was
crazy busy. dissing/shutdown/tired... something.
nights of fighting going to bed but tonight we
think
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it's time *now*
ok
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best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on
porch while down below on the ground an adult
robin
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fed it's baby. nice little boy visitor at work who
got to pick stuff from the store and talked and
talked to me about animals, the place and his aunt
that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in
the pond for the puppy. no work tomorrow
:)
Post by confused
thank you all for being here
we like when you're here, too.
:)
Post by astri
g'ni.
hope you sleep ok
we slept. horrible nightmare this morning but ok
:(
:/
Post by confused
///
crazy storm going on outside right now. heavy heavy
rain fall that makes me think of tropics not here...
except it's colder. some thunder too. means I get to
sit here instead of unload wood. is that good or
bad?
Post by confused
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Post by confused
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I like storms. sat on porch and watched. mighty tired,
the wood can probably wait a day.
this is the closest and loudest thunder has ever been
for
Post by confused
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Post by confused
Post by gathring
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pup. he's upset... gets much closer and I'll shut off
computer. think it might be done though.
don't really have good storms here. miss Tucson, where
a
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storm was something you could enjoy watching.
the storm went away.
it wasn't a warm rain though. it got cold. I wanted to
go
Post by confused
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Post by confused
Post by gathring
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out and dance in it. we like that.
--
Little Girl of confused
love to dance in the rain, is powerful, and is calming at
the same time. have danced in rain many places, but
dancing
Post by confused
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Post by confused
Post by gathring
in the rain in the desert is always somehow the best.
miss
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the desert.
never danced in the rain in the dessert. does rain really
hard and heavy there? danced in the rain in florida where
it
Post by confused
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was the biggest rain i ever saw and it was really really
warm
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we all like that. when the noise becomes everything
--
Little Girl of confused
when it rains it normally rains fast and hard and heavy
with
Post by confused
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really big drops. is not normally warm, so in the summer
rains
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is a good way to cool off. and yeah, like lots when the
noise
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becomes everything.
:)
we've seen it rain in the dessert sort of but it didn't go
all
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the way to the ground
Post by gathring
saw a movie call aug*st r*sh this weekend, is about the
sounds
Post by confused
Post by gathring
in your head kind of, like we were talking about in another
thread. was very good.
I bet c and wolfie would like that
c is being nicer now.
--
Little Girl of confused
that is very cool. it sounds like lots of yous are getting nicer
these days, and better at talking to each other.
I guess so
maybe it makes us sadder though. I dunno. umm... i think there
are other parts that are left out though. I'm not supposed to
talk about them maybe. --
Little Girl of confused
maybe is finally safe to let the sads out? maybe is not time yet
for other parts to share?. sorry you feel sadder tho. once i was
so sad i cried for a week and didn't go to work or anything. i
still get sad, but not like that.
a whole week. wow. all those tears coulda made a river
one part wants to be a secret but i know about her but I'll try not
to tell. the other part I dunno.
I wish i didn't have to be sad. or scared!!!
--
Little Girl of confused
it felt like a river too.
I like rivers. but a river of tears is sad
yeah, but sad isn't a bad thing, is just a feeling thing.
Post by confused
Post by gathring
its good you keep confidences. maybe someday all the parts will
come out on their own.
I don't know.
they aren't as secret now
that happens a lot.
Post by confused
Post by gathring
can i tell you a secret about scared and sad? without them, you
wouldn't appreciate happy and confident nearly as much. but is
still ok not to want to feel them.
what does that mean?
is confident brave?
--
Little Girl of confused
ummmm. means that happy is happier when you can compare it to
sad. and yes, confident is a kind of brave.
ok
--
Little Girl of confused
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c is being nicer now.
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Little Girl of confused
that is very cool. it sounds like lots of yous are getting nicer
these days, and better at talking to each other.
I guess so
maybe it makes us sadder though. I dunno. umm... i think there are
other parts that are left out though. I'm not supposed to talk about
them maybe.
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maybe some day they don't have to be left out, either.

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c is being nicer now.
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Little Girl of confused
that is very cool. it sounds like lots of yous are getting nicer
these days, and better at talking to each other.
I guess so
maybe it makes us sadder though. I dunno. umm... i think there are
other parts that are left out though. I'm not supposed to talk about
them maybe.
--
Little Girl of confused
maybe some day they don't have to be left out, either.
maybe. I don't know
--
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puddles
2008-05-26 22:22:50 UTC
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we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going to bed but
tonight we think it's time *now*
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch while down below on
the ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice little boy visitor at work who
got to pick stuff from the store and talked and talked to me about animals,
the place and his aunt that works at a nature center. throwing sticks in the
pond for the puppy. no work tomorrow
thank you all for being here
We saw a turtle earlier today and got a picture! We are home from
camping now :)

Boys are soooo tired they are all taking naps. Is nice and quiet in house.

Good you see the best things. Think we are going to start listing those
things too if okay with you (we can be a copy cat?)

Muddle
confused
2008-05-27 02:52:02 UTC
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Post by confused
we don't seem to be really here tonight. work was crazy busy.
dissing/shutdown/tired... something. nights of fighting going to bed
but tonight we think it's time *now*
best things for today.... puppy sitting quietly on porch while down
below on the ground an adult robin fed it's baby. nice little boy
visitor at work who got to pick stuff from the store and talked and
talked to me about animals, the place and his aunt that works at a
nature center. throwing sticks in the pond for the puppy. no work
tomorrow
thank you all for being here
We saw a turtle earlier today and got a picture! We are home from
camping now :)
turtles are neat. I want to see the picture
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Boys are soooo tired they are all taking naps. Is nice and quiet in house.
:)
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Good you see the best things. Think we are going to start listing
those things too if okay with you (we can be a copy cat?)
please do!! that makes me happy

I'm going to go sit on the porch and watch the storm
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